Violet Emporium: confidence

I just started out my blogging career and I've already been missing in action for about two months or so. Please don't judge me.......

I just started out my blogging career and I've already been missing in action for about two months or so. Please don't judge me......sigh. You know when you make loads of marvelous plans and things just seem to go anyway but the way you want em to? Well that's been the last two months for me. Things have gone left, right,upside down, all around 'cept in the direction I was pointing in. But yuh know what all I can do is be OK with it. All the content I had planned, though not released when I wanted it to be, will hopefully be coming soon enough.

So whats new with me you ask? Nothing really. I finished up a contract I was working on, so I'm currently unemployed and job hunting. I joined a new workout regime that even though it's kicking my butt I'm glad I did and overall I'm spending a lot more time with myself and my thoughts figuring out what's gonna make me happy for the next few years.

In the last few weeks when my job was drawing to a close, loads of thoughts started to become more prominent in my mind. This job though not necessarily related to my field of study or as intellectually stimulating as I would like, just enforced for me, that a daily 9 to 5, in a career that I just didn't enjoy was not going to cut it for me for the next forty years of life. Especially at the rate that people are collapsing.

I just can't accept that adulting means you have to be unhappy. I know I'm a person with certain tastes and these tastes will require funding to keep my appetite satiated. So you mean to tell me to live a fruitful, comfortable life and to do the things you enjoy, you must do meaningless tasks that take up wayyyy too many hours of our life span? Nawwww I pretty much refuse. So right now I'm kinda on a path to prove that theory wrong. I don't know where to start or what exactly I'm looking for but yea..... I'll get there. Not saying I'll land the perfect job and be in the perfect situation immediately but here's to hoping that a few months of odd jobs leads to something great!!

So yea I really don't know where I was going with one.....It started out with me just wanting to say HI and that I'm ok! Here's to hoping that you reading this, whoever you are, are ok too and enjoying this life day by day. That's all we really have to do.

Peace, Love and Joy

-V

Learning to love yourself and accepting who you are, for some people, is quite difficult and not something that they j...

Learning to love yourself and accepting who you are, for some people, is quite difficult and not something that they just end up knowing how to do. Especially based on the flaws society has taught us make us less of a person if we possess them.

The way the embodiment of perfection has been marketed, has made people strive for unrealistic standards, as opposed to working towards healthier happier beings. We want what others deem as best and because we are all uniquely made and not designed for uniformity, it takes a strike at our confidence when we are unable to achieve the same results.

I could speak in depth on the issue because I myself have experienced it. I've been labelled as "full figured', "plus sized", "thick", "chubby", "big boned", "fluffy".....a whole host of terms have been used to describe me. But growing up I remember the one most used was FAT.

Yes it did strike a nerve when I was younger and I did want ever so badly to be like everyone else. But now the term doesn't really have the same effect it once did.....cause really and truly ....I am fat. The difference is I've learnt how my body works, what I need to do to make the changes I want to see and how to present myself in a way that I not only feel and look comfortable but CONFIDENT.

Confidence isn't only based on what you wear and being able to pull off an outfit. You need to have the frame of mind to accept the idea of confidence. As the quote above says, it's not needing the acceptance of others to prove you are great and worthwhile. But knowing within yourself that there is no one else out there like you, not everyone will like what you have to offer and that's OK! Tell me why the judgement of an absolute stranger should have any impact on your day to day life......EXACTLY!!! It shouldn't!

I think confidence and body positivity go hand in hand. In that once you start to idealize all bodies are unique and deserving of self love, care and acceptance, confidence becomes a little easier and judgement of self less harsh.

Body positivity is not only reserved for the overweight, but individuals of all sizes. People are never too big or small to struggle with opinions on their image and it basically encourages everyone to be ok with how they look and feel.

Now I'm not saying I have the whole confidence and body positivity thing down pact. In fact I still get antsy and nervous when people stare at me too much and trust that happens quite often in our society. Slowly I'm learning to look in the mirror and instead of picking apart my flaws and hating them, I smile, try to be thankful for a functioning body and compliment what I do like. Essentially they both - the flaws and strengths, make me who I am.....a charismatic, eclectic being, unapologetic-ally made, beautifully unique, culturally concocted......A QUEEN!

So in summation, I implore you to love yourself more! Embrace everything that makes you, you. Never stop treating yourself and working towards making yourself better daily and essentially your confidence will improve.

Loads of Love

-V

Disclaimer: All the images in this post belong to the owner of this blog Vanessa Phillips and are not to be used for advertising or promotional purposes unless approved to do so.

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